Right By My Side Fan Fic

It's short but I tried lol

Tue, 02 Oct 2012 17:43:07 -0400

Happiness ~

Tue, 02 Oct 2012 17:42:38 -0400

Over the past couple of months shit has hit the fan. The only good thing is Mijo and Laila made up. The wedding plans are moving along. Me and Manda tried to make amends with Autumn but shit just didn’t work out. Her and Ty even broke up since they were arguing so much. Ty decided to move to V.A and start over. He wanted to be closer to the boys. He even met someone new but he’s taking it slow with her. They aren’t official or anything. Her name is Jordy she’s mad cool and funny. She actually works for me and is the manager of the clothing store that I own. As for me and Chris everything has been great we’re in the process of moving in together and being a real family for our son. I love both of them so much. They mean the world to me. Chris wanted to get a house close to mama J and I was fine with that. He even made up his mind and decided what he wanted to do with his life. He decided to play ball. That means he would be away a lot but I was willing to travel for him. He was in the process of tryouts to see which team wanted him. Me and Manda were closer than ever and her and Keeis were trying to start a family. Nyeka and Nino are more of the go with the flow type of couple. They don’t plan things it’s like whatever happens happens and I envy them for that.

Chris and I were out continuing our search for a house and I honestly just wanted this shit to be over with. Hopefully this house was the one. We pulled up to this house more like a mansion if you ask me. It was a cream color with burgundy shudders. It was beautiful on the outside and when we went inside it was even better it had 6 bedrooms and 6 in a half bathrooms. There was a movie room, a basketball court in the basement, a huge kitchen and a work out facility. We went in the back of the house and there was a swimming pool and Jacuzzi This house was everything. Chris knew I loved it because he staring at me and smiling.

” Can we get it ? Please ” I asked him excitedly.

” Anything for you and my son babe ” He smirked ” Where do I sign ? ” He asked the lady and she pulled out the papers and he signed away.

” I love you so much ” I told him.

” I love you too ” He said hugging me. I can’t see myself without him ever again.

” Let’s go before I’m late to meet Laila for this bridesmaids fitting ” I said smiling up at him. He dropped me off and went to his mothers house to take our son shopping. He was so good to him. My little boy was so spoiled.

” Hey ” I said to Manda Nyeka Laila and Jordy.

” About time bitch. Where were you ? ” Manda asked me.

” Me and Chris found a house so we had to sign the papers ” I said cheesing.

” Oh my god I’m so happy for you ” Laila said.

” I’m so happy ” I said sitting down.

” You definitley deserve it ” Nyeka told me

” Awwww thanks ” I smiled.

” Your dresses are ready ” Some lady said us. We all got up and tried on our dresses. I was so happy that we were all happy. We all deserve it.

Okay so I'll be changing the person and name of the Autumn character Just a heads up LMAOOOOO !

Tue, 11 Sep 2012 14:43:09 -0400

ITS REALLLLL LMAOOO ill update soon guys i promise lol

Fri, 07 Sep 2012 00:33:22 -0400

ITS REALLLLL LMAOOO ill update soon guys i promise lol

So you guys I started a new fanfic read it and leave feedback oh and follow me http://dontjudgemeff.tumblr.com/

Wed, 22 Aug 2012 12:11:19 -0400

don’t worry i’ll still be working on this one i guess lol

Thinking about starting a New Fan Fic

Mon, 20 Aug 2012 23:47:26 -0400

………

You guys give me ideas for what yall want to happen nextttttt

Mon, 20 Aug 2012 21:27:33 -0400

or i won’t be updating for months lmao

Untitled * Chapter 55 *

Sat, 18 Aug 2012 19:11:41 -0400

Autumn

Ty and I were finally in Virginia. I was so nervous to see everyone and Ty was so excited to see his friends. I wanted him to be happy so I came for him. We made our way to nino’s house since we were staying there. I only spoke to Laila and Nyeka but that was barely so I really didn’t know what to expect from anyone. Ty told me Gabby and Chris were back together and I’m honestly happy for her. I haven’t met their son yet I only saw a picture that Chris sent to Ty’s phone recently. It was kind of nice being out of L.A since all I do is work and go home to Ty. I don’t really have friends. Amina stopped speaking to me since I told her I wouldn’t help her get Chris back but fuck it.

” nervous ? ” Ty asked me.

” Yes ” I sighed

“don’t worry babe everything’s going to be fine. Come on we’re here ” he said. We both got out the car. The house was nice. We knocked on the door.

” MY NIGGGAAAAA !!!! ” Niño yelled and gave Ty a hug ” wassup autumn ” he said giving me a hug ” come in come in ” he said helping us with our bags.

” Babe we have to buy more stuff for this BBQ ” Nyeka said texting on the phone ” oh and I just finished texting everybody about it ” she said looking up ” Oh hey Ty and Autumn ” she said smiling and hugging us.

” Hey girl ” I smiled

” You look good ” she said giving me a compliment.

” thanks so do you ” I told her.

” BBQ ? ” Ty question.

” Yeah we just planned it. We thought that would be better so you guys can see everyone ” Niño shrugged.

” iight cool. Hopefully no shit pops off ” Ty said shaking his head.

” Chris and Keeis got that situation handled ” Niño said looking at me

” So where we staying cause I’m tired ” Autumn asked Nyeka. Nyeka went upstairs and showed me the room.

” So how is everyone ” I asked Nyeka as I unpacked my stuff.

” Do you really care this time around ? ” she questioned.

” I just want things back to normal again ” I sighed

” Well ok,everyone is good except Mijo and Laila ” she told me

” Yeah, Laila told me last night that’s crazy. I hope everything goes well tomorrow ” I said shaking my head.

” Well if you don’t start nothing with them they won’t start nothing with you. Well Gabby at least. Manda on the other hand ” Nyeka shrugged.

” Yeah that’s the main person I’m worried about ” I told her.

” It’s going to be fine just get some rest ” Nyeka said walking out the room.

Chris

I was getting CJ ready while Gabby was in the shower. Gabbys mom dropped him off this morning. I wanted me and him to match so we both had on army cargo shorts , red converse, a white v-neck and a jean jacket. It was like 1 o clock and we were about to head to this BBQ. Gabby came downstairs in these floral short shorts and a white tank top with sandals. I sat there and stared at her while CJ played with his toys. She was getting our sons bag ready and her bag ready. It was funny cause she kept sucking her teeth every time she didn’t find something. She finally felt me staring and turned to look at me.

” What ? ” she smirked

” Nothing just enjoying the view ” I smirked back.

“Do you know where CJ sippy cup is and my wallet ” she asked me.

” Your wallet is in the kitchen and the Sippy cup is right here ” I said holding it up with a smile.

” you ain’t cute ” she laughed while taking the cup from me.

” You didn’t say that last night ” I laughed and she stuck her tongue at me. About 5 minutes later she came out the kitchen.

” Ok I’m ready ” she said carrying CJs bag and her purse. I got up and CJ was hugging her leg cause he wanted her to carry him. I grabbed the stuff out of her hand and she picked him up ” my baby ” she said kissing him all over his face as we walked to my car. He was just giggling. I took him from her and put him in his car seat.

” dada I wuv yew ” he said touching my face with his little hands.

” love you too baby boy ” I said kissing him on the forehead.

I got in the car and Gabby was looking at me with a dumb ass smile on her face and I just laughed. As we drove I was holding her hand and I kissed it. We got there and everyone was already there Manda was sitting far away from everyone. We walked towards everybody and Gabby was holding one of CJs hands as I held the other.

” remember what I said ” I whispered in her ear and she rolled her eyes and smirked.

” Yes daddy ” she said shaking her head

” Yoooooo ” I said to Ty.

” My fucking nigga ” he said hugging me.

” waddup Ella ” he said hugging Gabby

” hey Ty Ty ” she said hugging him back.

” This our son ” i said proudly.

” Say hi to uncle Tyga ” Gabby told CJ.

” Wassup little Chris ” Ty said squatting down.

” Tiger ” He said hugging him.

” so everythings good between you two ” Ty asked us.

” Yeah finally ” I said pushing Gabby playfully.

” Keep playing with me ” She laughed.

” let me go talk to Manda ” Gabby said walking away. Keeis, Nino and Mijo walked over.

” You speak to your baby moms ” I laughed at Mijo.

” Nahhh ” Mijo said shaking his head.

” That’s why she grilling you OD right now ” Ty laughed.

” She doesn’t get it mane ” He sighed.

” Maybe because you haven’t even told her anything dumb ass ” Keeis Laughed.

” and look at these two ” Nino said looking at Gabby and Manda.

” As long as shit ain’t popping off it’s cool ” Ty shrugged as my son played with his chain.

” Mijo come get your daughter ” Nyeka yelled to him. He walked over there and got her then walked back. There was a little tent layed out for CJ and kiara so they could play with their toys. So we let them play in there. I sat down and ate a burger.

” Hey Chris ” Autumn said.

” Whats up man ” I said getting up and hugging her.

” Y’all son is so cute. He looks like you but has Gabbys eyes ” She smiled.

” Thanks ” I smiled.

” Hows everything though ? ” I asked her.

” Good ” She said. I watched as her eyes traveled to Gabby and Manda laughing.

” Deep down Gabby misses you don’t even stress that ” I told her.

” I treated her so bad though I guess I couldn’t get over you know ” She sighed.

” Are you over it now ? ” I asked.

” Yeah the past is the past you know. But I’m really happy for you guys ” She said.

” Chris your son is hungry ” Laila yelled.

” Stop fucking yelling ” I laughed.

” I got it ” Gabby said picking him up. She walked over to the other table and sat down with CJ and Manda.

” I’ll talk to you later ” I said walking over to Gabby. I sat behind her as she leaned into me with CJ on her lap as she helped him eat.

” Yummy dada ” CJ said licking his fingers. I just smiled. He was everything to me.

” How was that conversation ? ” Manda asked me. Keeis came and sat down next to her.

” It was chill. She was just asking how everything was and shit. She seems sincere if you ask me ” I said moving Gabby’s hair behind her ear.

” I bet ” Manda said rolling her eyes.

” Babe can you just try like get over it already ” Keeis told her ” Y’all were friends for mad long. You don’t throw years of friendship away over a fight. Let it go. Deep down I know you miss her. Neither of you are fooling anybody ” He said shaking his head.

” Mama I want juice ” CJ said to Gabby and she handed him his sippy cup.

” It’s funny how she’s here and all of a sudden everybody wants to feel sorry for her ” Manda yelled getting up ” You messed up this friendship not me not Gabby ” She yelled in Autumns direction ” You miss us but you have yet to approach us. You approach our boyfriends you coward ” Manda said walking away.

” Babe ” Keeis yelled but she kept walking.

” Let me go check on her ” Gabby sighed getting up and handing me CJ. She stared at Autumn and I thought she was going to say something but then she looked at me and her son then walked away. Deep down I know she’s the only one that can fix that friendship and she knows it too.

Gabby

Too much was going on right now. Manda was pissed. She felt like everyone was on Autumn’s side. I just wanted to have a good day without drama. My son is here I don’t need him to be around a negative enviornment. Manda just needs to be mature about the situation and Autumn just needs to speak up cause everyone else is hearing her but us. I refuse to argue with anyone around my son.

I walked outside the park and Manda was sitting on a bench. One thing about her when she was mad you have to wait till she talked first. So we just sat there in silence. Till I started laughing out of nowhere.

” Fuck is so funny ” She said side eyeing me.

” How angry you are ” I laughed.

” Fuck you Gabby ” She laughed ” It took everything in me not to go and slap the shit out of her ” She said shaking her head.

” Keeis dick anger management classes must be working ” I laughed harder and she pushed me.

” Shut up ” She smirked.

” So what are we going to do ? ” I said sighing.

” Why can’t she just approach us. I don’t fucking understand. She stopped fucking with us and then everyone defending her is pissing me off ” she told me.

” It’s not like you’re the easiest person to talk to look at what just happened ” I said rolling my eyes.

” It could been alot worse trust me ” She said.

” Ok M killa ” I laughed again.

” I hate you bitch ” She laughed ” I’m suppose to be mad and you joking and shit ” She sighed.

” We need to move on man. We were all close. I think its time to put this in the past and take things slow ” I said talking to her serious now.

” Ok but we not approaching her first I don’t give a fuck ” She said taking a deep breathe.

” deal ” I said.

” I guess we should go back and I know Keeis is mad with his bitch ass ” She said laughing. We got up and walked back everyone was watching us as we got closer to them. Keeis was grilling the shit out of Manda ” If looks could kill ” She said laughing loud.

” You stupid bitch ” I laughed. I went over and sat on Chris lap.

” You good ? ” He asked me.

” Yeah ” I said kissing him. We looked over at Manda and Keeis. They were cool, she was making him laugh. Autumn was just talking to Ty. Now Laila and Mijo were over there in the corner arguing. All of us looked at them as they got louder and louder.

” I need fucking space. I’m trying to tell you how I feel and it’s like you not fucking listening ” Mijo yelled.

” You need space why ? ” She yelled back at him.

” I feel suffococated ” He said more calmer.

” Fuck is that suppose to mean ” Laila yelled louder.

” I need space for a little while. Lower your voice ” He told her.

” No, Fuck You Mijo fuck this relationship and fuck this ” She yelled throwing the engagement ring at him and running off. Nyeka ran after her. We were all in shock as Mijo picked up a garbage can and threw it. Shit went way too far. My son and kiara started crying. Since they got woken up.

” Babe lets take them to our house ” I told Chris.

” Our house ? ” he smirked.

” Babe ” I smiled a little.

” Just take the car so I can look after my bro. I’ll take a cab home ” He told me and I nodded my head because I knew Mijo needed him.

” Manda tell Laila I’m taking Kiara ” I said to her.

” alright ” she said walking off.

” Behave ” I yelled after and she mouthed ok to me.

” Come on babies ” I said Grabbing their hands.

Hopefully shit will get better.

about to start the next chapter

Wed, 15 Aug 2012 22:26:18 -0400

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Leave feedback or ill stop writing tbh >_>

Mon, 13 Aug 2012 19:31:22 -0400

Touch me * chapter 54 *

Mon, 13 Aug 2012 19:29:47 -0400

Laila

Nyeka and I were slaving away in my kitchen. Today we were having our dinner party. Mijo told me he texted Chris about it. None of us have heard from either of them for like 4 days. I hope everythings ok. Hopefully they show up. I guess she’s just been busy with work and Chris told Mijo he was sick. Tonights menu consisted of mac and cheese, chicken, collard greens, lasgana, rice, salad and chocolate cake for dessert. I’ve been dealing with so much shit. Mijo has been kind of distant with me and I don’t know if it’s because of the wedding or something else. I just hope he still wants this. I love him more than anything. He means so much to me. I tried talking to him but all he says is nothing is wrong and tries to changed the subject all the time. It’s annoying like why can’t he just communicate with me. I don’t want nobody to know about our problems either. We’re suppose to be this perfect couple I don’t need people judging us. I know if I continued to hold things in I’m going to break down.

Mijo had took our daughter to the park since he didn’t want to be in the house. They were at the park for like 4 hours till he finally came back in the house. He went straight to the bathroom to get our daughter ready for dinner. I didn’t have time to deal with his attitude especially when I didn’t know why he was acting like this. Keeis, Manda, Nino and Mama J came around 6 o clock. Mama J told us Chris was coming so we were just waiting on him and hopefully Gabby would come to. We were all just sitting around hungry as fuck. When we heard car pull into the driveway. Mijo opened the door and there stood, Gabby, Chris and CJ. Gabby and Chris were holding hands and we were all shocked.

” Seriously ? ” Manda yelled.

” You guys are back together ? ” Nyeka squealed. Gabby was just smiling from ear to ear.

” Tell us you fuckers ” I laughed. I watched Chris lean down and kiss Gabby on the lips.

” That explains why we haven’t heard from you bitch ” Manda laughed.

” Well we had some buisness to handle ” Chris smirked.

” Niggas was sexing for 4 days straight ” Keeis laughed.

” Bitch you could of called me ” Manda said to Gabby.

” Sorry baby ” Gabby giggled.

” Alright Chris I’m happy for y’all but niggas is hungry ” Mijo laughed.

Mijo didn’t even help me serve the food. This is his house too. Me and him need to have a serious talk. He didn’t even sit next to me at dinner. I don’t know what the fuck his problem is but if he loves me he needs to communicate his feelings. I knew everything was too perfect. Everybody else had problems and we didn’t. I guess it’s our turn now.

We all finished eating and the guys cleaned up while us girls were in the living room. Kiara and CJ were knocked out so we put them upstairs. We opened up some wine and just kicked back for a couple of hours.

” I’m hype to see Ty tomorrow man ” Nino said.

” Where he staying at ? ” Chris asked him.

” He staying with me and Nyeka since we got room and there ain’t no beef ” Nino said shaking his head.

” He could of stood here ” I said.

” Nah we don’t got room ” Mijo said with a attitude. Gabby looked at us and I could tell she thought something was up. I don’t even know whats up. He’s pushing me away and it sucks.

Mijo

Dinner was cool everybody was chilling and shit. Niggas left at like 9. I was happy my bro got his girl back. They meant to be and I know they see that. I had Laila to deal with though. I been distancing myself from her because I need space. I feel suffocated. I’m always with her and I never have time for myself. Maybe I’m going about it the wrong way but I don’t want to tell her and hurt her feelings. I love her, I really do. Sometimes I feel like everything is moving so fast and I barely have time to breathe. For the past two days I been sleeping in the guest room because I need to think. I know she’s stressing. Me snapping on her from time to time isn’t helping either.

I was just laying around watching the basketball game in the living room while Laila was in the shower. She was dropping hints for me to join her but I wasn’t in the mood. She walked in the room in her robe and stood in front of the t.v.

” Can you move ? ” I asked her.

” What’s wrong with you ? ” She asked me.

” Nothing ” I said simply and she sucked her teeth.

” Your lying ” She said. I didn’t say anything though ” Why can’t you just talking to me ? what did I do ? ” she said sadly like she was about to cry, fuck

” Nothings wrong just let it go ” I said annoyed.

” Why are you acting like this ? ” She asked. I felt myself getting annoyed.

” Can you shut up already ? damn ” I snapped. She started crying and got up to leave the room. I felt bad. But don’t keep asking me shit. We’ll talk when I feel like it. I went upstairs and grabbed a bag. I need space. I texted Chris and asked him if I could stay at his place since I had the key. He said it was cool and that he was staying at Gabby’s tonight. I kind of figured that he would be. Laila watched me closely.

” Why are you doing this ?” She sobbed.

” I need space. You’re suffocating me ” I said clenching my jaw.

” Space ? what about your daughter ” She said angrily.

” I’ll pick her up tomorrow ” I said walking towards the door. She picked up a book and threw it at me it hit me in the back of the head.

” I don’t deserve this shit I did nothing to you ” she yelled. I was pissed it took everything in me not to throw something back at this bitch.

” You crossed the fucking line ” I yelled pissed causing her to jump. I heard her yell ” fuck you Mijo ” yeah yeah whatever and with that I was out the door.

Keeis

Me and Manda were in the shower. I was leaning against the wall as she rubbed the soap all over me and washed it off. She was so beautiful. When all the soap was off she got on her knees and put my dick in her mouth. She slurped, sucked and licked. Over and over again until I came in her mouth.

” Yum ” She smirked standing back up. I grabbed her face and started kissing her passionately. I lifted her up never stopping the kiss. She wrapped her legs around me as my dick slid into her. She moaned against my mouth as my hands tangled into her hair. I went slow and deep as I grinded my hips into her. She was so wet. I started kissing on her neck leaving hickeys everywhere. Her moans turned into screams since I picked up the pace. ” Don’t stop baby ” She said as she reached her climax. I kept going faster and faster till I finally came inside her.

” I love you ” I said kissing her softly.

” I love you too ” She blushed.

We got out the shower and dried ourselves. We laid in the bed naked. I rolled two blunts one for her and one for me.

” We should go out on a date tomorrow night. If you want ” I told her. I want to show her how special she is by taking her somewhere fancy. We’ve been on like 3 dates but nothing fancy. I want to go all out for her you know. She deserves it. She’s my ride or die.

” Really ? That’s so sweet ” She said kissing me.

” Yeah so dress fancy ” I said bringing the blunt to my lips. While my other hand rested on her thigh.

Chris

Gabby was on the phone with Laila I guess something happened with her and my brother which is fucking weird. They were like the perfect couple. Gabby was sitting in between my legs and I could her Laila crying histerically. Mijo was at my house. One thing about him if he was pissed you had to give him time. I’ll find out his side of the story tomorrow. I was getting bored and shit. They were on the phone for like a hour. Gabby was trying to console her and shit. I started kissing on her neck. I could see her biting on her lip. So I made my way down to her clit since she was only in her booty shorts. I started rubbing it in a circular motion. I could see her mouth pop open and her breathing become harder.

” Laila I’ma going see you tomorrow ok try and get some rest ” She said into the phone as she bit down on her lip again ” ok love you bye ” She said hanging up ” shit ” she moaned throwing her head back.

” I don’t like being bored baby ” I said kissing the corner of her mouth ” So I though I’d play with you ” I said smirking. I felt her legs tense up.

” Fuck mmmmm baby ” She moaned as she caught an orgasm ” I hate you ” she giggled.

” Taste yourself ” I told her holding up my two fingers to her mouth ” suck my fingers ” She opened her mouth and suck slow ” Love you ” I laughed.

” Bitch ” She said shaking her head.

” So what she say ? ” I sighed.

” He’s been acting weird basically and before he left he said that he was feeling suffocated ” Gabby shrugged.

” Maybe he just feels like things are moving too fast for them ” I told her.

” Maybe but there’s a way to communicate. He doesn’t have to ignore her ” Gabby said rolling her eyes. My phone started vibrating. It was Mijo. Gabby started giggling.

” Yo ” I said picking up. He was yelling into the phone saying all types of shit. He told me she threw a book at him and he had a knot on the back of his head. He was beyond pissed ” Nigga she threw a book at you ” I said laughing. He started cursing me out. I watched Gabby as she got on her knees in front of me. She pulled my dick out of my boxers and put my whole dick in her mouth. Shit. She began jerking it as she licked the tip. I wasn’t even listening to my brother but he was loud as fuck. I put one of my hands in Gabby’s hair ” Damn ” I said but Mijo wasn’t even paying attention.

” Yo I’ma stop by my place tomorrow don’t fuck up my shit. We will talk then put some ice on the back of your head nigga ” I said with that we hung up. Gabby continued sucking my dick like a pro. No gagging just sucking all of me. My breathing started picking up and I felt myself release in her mouth. She swallowed every last drop and placed my dick back in my boxers. I sat there panting trying to catch my breath.

” You were saying ? ” She said giggling. I threw my phone to the side and threw her down on the bed and started tickling her.

” You think you cute ” I said. She was laughing mad hard.

” Oh my fucking god stop ” She said. I stopped and she crawled back and laid in between my legs.

” That was sexy though I give you that ” I said kissing her cheek.

” Laila threw a book at Mijo ? ” she asked me.

” Yeah he’s beyond pissed. He’s livid ” I said shaking my head.

” I guess we’ll deal with that shit tomorrow ” She said rolling her eyes causing me to laugh.

” I love you ma ” I told her.

” I love you too zaddy ” She smiled and kissed me.

The next morning I woke up around 2. Gabby woke up early to drop CJ off at her moms house since she wanted him to stay the night. I went downstairs after I showered and got dressed. I walked into the kitchen and Laila, Nyeka and Manda were there with Gabby sitting in the living room.

” Morning sleepy head ” Gabby said getting up and walking to me. She was wearing this tight brown maxi dress. Looking fucking sexy.

” Good afternoon ” I smiled and bent down to kiss her ” waddup y’all ” I said.

” Hey ” They all said at the same time.

” Where’s my niece ? ” I asked Laila.

” With her father ” she sighed.

” Cool ” I said walking into the kitchen with Gabby. She tripped me and started laughing. So i pushed her playfully.

” You want me to make you a sandwhich or something ? ” she asked me.

” Nah I’ll do it ” I said walking to the refrigerator. I felt her eyes on me as I took the stuff out ” what ? ” I said licking my lips.

” You just so sexy ” She said seductively causing me to laugh.

” I know ” I said. She rolled her eyes.

” Asshole ” She smiled.

” So what’s going on in there ? ” I asked as I made my sandwhich.

” I have a headache from just listening to her but I have to be there for her. She was always there for me you know ” Gabby sighed.

” I feel you ” I said biting into my sandwhich.

” So what you about to do ? ” She asked me.

” Go to my crib, get some clothes, talk to my bro and come back here to you baby ” I said kissing her cheek.

” Okay ” She smiled.

I drove down to my house and went straight upstairs. Kiara was knocked on Mijo’s chest and Mijo was just laying there looking up at the ceiling.

” Finally ” He said.

” So wassup ? ” I said sitting down ” Your baby moms at my girl crib spilling her heart out and shit ” I told him ” What happened when you went to get Kiara ? ” I asked him.

” Nothing I just went in and out the house ” He said shrugging.

” So ? What the fuck happened between y’all ” I asked.

” I feel smuthered bro ” He said getting straight to the point ” I can’t take a piss without her asking me where I was at. I go to the store and she’s calling me every 5 minutes. It’s fucking annoying. Why can’t she just let me breathe. I love her I’m not going anywhere but I need space for now. Yesterday she threw that book at me and it took everything in me not to flip out on her son. You know how I get I black the fuck out. This is our first big fight and she can’t handle it. She was never so clingy in the beginning. She trying to rush the wedding and shit. Why can’t she just go with the flow. I just don’t understand her ” He sighed. I kind of understood where he was coming from.

” But walking out isn’t helping the situation. You got a good girl there. The most y’all can do is communicate with eachother ” I told him.

” I guess ” He said staring at the ceiling ” It’s crazy cause you usually asking me for advice ” he said laughing.

” word ” I laughed with him ” You have to think about your daughter too remember that ” I told him. ” So you don’t want to leave her right ? ” I asked him.

” Nah but that book shit ” He said clenching his jaw and I started cracking up ” It’s not funny you bitch ” He said throwing a pillow at me.

” Ahh man. Let me pack some clothes ” I said getting up.

” You not staying ? ” he asked me.

” Nigga you gay and No I’m going back to my wifey something you need to do ” I smirked.

” Bitch ass nigga ” He laughed ” Oh and don’t forget Ty coming tonight. We suppose to chill with him tomorrow ” He said and I nodded my head.

Gabby

I was with the girls all day trying to calm Laila down. When they finally left I was relieved. Manda brought up Ty and Autumn coming tomorrow. Meanwhile I didn’t really care I had a son to take care of. If she was cordial then I would be too. Manda on the other hand didn’t want to be put in the situation at all unless I was there. I couldn’t blame her though. I was just waiting for Chris to come back. I loved his company and I loved how good things were going between us. He’s here practically every night. I heard his car in the driveway and got happy. He opened the door and walked in. He threw himself on the couch and put his head on my lap.

” I missed you ” I smiled.

” Did you now ? ” He said smiling up at me ” Gimmie a kiss ” He told me and I bent down to kiss him.

” I ordered you pizza ” I said and I watched him jump up and run to the kitchen like he’s never ate before.

” Thanks baby ” He said taking a big ass bite.

” You so greedy ” I laughed leaning on the counter.

” You ready to see Autumn ” He asked me.

” It is what it is ” I said rolling my eyes.

” Promise me you won’t start no shit Gabby ” He said with a serious face.

” I won’t ” I promised.

” Iight ” He said.

We’ll see how this goes …

HMMM SHOULD I UPDATE TODAY ?

Mon, 23 Jul 2012 14:52:13 -0400

YALL NEVER GAVE ME FEEDBACK SO IDK TBH

Family ( Chapter 53 )

Mon, 16 Jul 2012 00:19:24 -0400

Man L.A was so boring without my homies here. Everything’s changed man. It’s been like 3 months since they left and shit. They keep telling me to come out there for a week and chill but the thing is I would but I don’t wanna leave Autumn here by herself. She could come with me though but that’s like drama waiting to happen. She speaks to Nyeka and Laila from time to time. But the thing is I can tell she wants her friendship with Gabby and Manda back again.

I was just kicking back and relaxing on the couch watching a movie. Autumn had just got home from work and started cooking and shit. I wanted to bring up the topic of her coming with me to Virginia in 3 days. I got up and walked into the kitchen and watched her. Everything about her was so beautiful sometimes I felt like I didn’t deserve her. She made me happy.

” What ? ” she laughed snapping me out of my thoughts.

” I love you ” I smirked then hugged her from behind.

” I love you too babe ” She giggled as I kissed her neck.

” So I spoke to Chris and them ” I told her.

” and ? ” She asked me.

” They want me to go to V.A for a week ” I said.

” So go babe I know you miss them ” She smiled.

” I want you to come with me ” I said watching her face.

” Im not sure that’s a good idea ” She sighed.

” Why not ? ” I asked.

” Gabby and Manda hate me that’s why ” She said stirring the pasta sauce.

” No they don’t come on I’m pretty sure things between you and Gabby will be fine once y’all talk. It’s Manda that might be an issue but Nyeka and Laila talk to you. Don’t you wanna see them ? ” I asked

” I guess ” she said looking at me.

” Go for me please ? ” I said leaving a trail of kisses on her neck. She always liked that shit.

” MMMM okay baby ” She moaned.

” Good girl ” I smirked.

I’m going to need to pray for us in V.A cause I don’t know what the fuck is going to happen.

Chris

Yesterday morning and night was everything I thought it would be. I woke up to this beautiful girl in my arms. She was finally mines again. Sex was even better than I remembered. I had to text my mom and tell her we’ll pick up our son today. She was fine with it of course she loved spending time with him. I was watching Gabby sleep and she had a smile on her face. It was cute. My phone buzzed and it was Ty telling me him and Autumn will be in V.A Friday. Today was Tuesday and I knew I had to tell Gabby but that was that last thing on my kind right now. I got out of bed and decided to cook Gabby some breakfast she deserves it. When I went back into the room to wake her she was coming out the bathroom.

” Morning beautiful ” I smiled leaning against the doorway of my room. She had on one of my t shirts.

” Morning baby ” She smiled walking over to me. I leaned down and kissed her passionately.

” I made you breakfast ” I said cheesing.

” Really ? ” I nodded my head and grabbed her hand as we walked to the kitchen ” aww thank you ” She blushed as she sat down. I made her an omelette with bacon and cheese. Nothing to big but I knew she would appreciate it. After we finished eating we got dressed so we could go get our son and take him to the Aquarium . It was Gabbys idea. I walked into my moms house holding Gabby’s hand.

” Ma, where you at ? ” I yelled.

” In the kitchen like always sweetie ” She yelled back. Me and Gabby walked into the Kitchen. My mom turned around with her eyes wide.

” Are you guys back together ? ” My mom asked but she already knew the answer.

” Yup but don’t tell no one we want it to be a surprise ” Gabby smiled.

” Well it’s about time ” My mom said. I just laughed.

” Where’s CJ ? ” I asked her and when I looked down he was right next to me.

” Dada ” he smiled hugging my leg.

” Hey baby ” Gabby said to him.

” Mommy !!! ” he said excitedly. Gabby picked him up and kissed him all over his face and he started to giggle loudly.

” First family picture lets go ” my mom said to us. I put my arm around Gabbys waist.

” Look at Grandma ” I told Chris jr. And he put his little arms around Gabbys neck and we posed while my mom took multiple picture with her Nikon camera.

” I have to develop these ASAP ” My mom smiled.

” Make extra copies ” Gabby told her and she said ok.

We left my moms house and headed to the Aquarium . CJ was so excited. We got there and it was OD fun. It was nice to be a family and do shit together with no arguments. I missed being with Gabby and just laughing. Our son was everything to us. I can see that she’s changed and I just know things will be different this time around. It has to work I’m going to make it work. I love her.

” Well that was fun ” Gabby said as we got in the car. CJ was knocked out with his stuffed dolphin in his car seat.

” It was ” I said kissing her hand while driving.

” We should do stuff like this twice a week ” She smiled.

” That’s cool with me and then everyday in between we can fuck ” I smirk.

” You so nasty ” She blushed.

” You love it though ” I laughed.

” I do love it especially when it’s rough ” She winked. I stared at her and licked my lips. If our son wasn’t in this car I’d make her ride this dick.

” I gotta tell you something ” I said looking at the road.

” What is it ? ” She asked.

” Ty coming friday ” I said glancing at her.

” By himself or with Autumn ” She asked looking at me.

” With his fiance ” I said pulling into Gabby’s driveway.

” Oh well that’s nice I guess ” She said simply.

” Promise me you’ll be cival babe. No drama. Be grown about the situation and just talk ” I said clenching my Jaw. I don’t need no bullshit. I haven’t seen my homie in a long time. I just want him to have a good time. Gabby needs to understand that.

” I’ll try but as for Manda I can’t promise you anything ” She told me. I already knew Keeis was going to handle that because it was a bigger situation. I grabbed CJ out his car seat and we went in the house. She wanted me to stay over and I agreed.

Manda

I was chilling with Nyeka and Laila at my house. We were just talking about random shit and eating. Of course they wanted to bring up Autumn. I can’t go a day without here that bitch name. Gabby already know what it is and now they do to. I’m ready to move on but it’s going to be hard. We actually fought and shit got way too serious between us. Laila told me she was coming with Ty in three days. Well isn’t that great. She better keep it cute or our problems will be worse. She better not try to come here like shit is cool until me her and Gabby actually sit down and talk. That’s if she’s woman enough to do that.

” I’m thinking about having a little dinner on thursday ” Laila said.

” That would be cool. Have you heard from Gabby ? ” I asked her.

” No, I tried calling her but I got her voicemail ” Laila said.

” Yeah me too. I haven’t heard from her since Monday morning ” Nyeka said.

” That’s weird. I hope she’s alright ” I said.

” She’s probably busy ” Laila said. I guess since she has been working on her new store a lot I’m sure I’ll here from her soon.

” So you ready to see Autumn ” Nyeka laughed.

” I don’t really care ” I shrugged.

” Are we going to be mature ” Laila said side eyeing me.

” It is what it is as long as she don’t start no shit I’ll be fine ” I said rolling my eyes.

” Anyways back to this dinner I shall help you cook ” Nyeka told Laila.

” I wonder when Gabby and Chris are going to make up ” Laila sighed.

” I don’t know. They’re both playing games to be honest ” I said shaking my head.

” We all want them together hopefully it happens soon. Especially since they have a son ” Nyeka said which was true.

Only time will tell.

I would update but I don't know what to write next ;_;

Thu, 05 Jul 2012 23:27:02 -0400

fuck this fanfic ;___;

Thu, 05 Jul 2012 01:51:08 -0400

Second Serving ( Chapter 52 )

Mon, 02 Jul 2012 02:27:57 -0400

I was sleeping cause I didn’t get home till late last night. I groaned and looked at the clock it said 10:30am. What the fuck ? who the fuck is banging on my door like the fucking police. I get up and I’m just in my boxers. So I throw on a shirt and some sweats. I open the door and there’s Gabby looking pissed off. Oh here the fuck we go. I stare at her angrily because she woke me up out of my got damn sleep.

” What the fuck is wrong with you ? ” I ask her.

” I’ve been out here for 20 minutes nigga where the fuck is my son ? ” She yells. Fuck I was suppose to pick him up from my mom at 8. I leave Gabby at the door and check my phone. I have a text from my mom. It says ” I know you’re still sleep just come get him when you’re ready ” I take a deep sigh.

” He’s still with my mom calm the fuck down. I just woke up ” I say turning to her.

” You can’t do nothing right. What the fuck ” She says rudely.

” Shut the fuck up ” I yell. She was pissing me off.

We had a going back and fourth match for like 30 minutes. She was telling me I ain’t shit and I never will be. I kept telling her to shut the fuck up. It was quite entertaining how mad she was. Everytime I would laugh she would push me. I knew this shit was going to happen soon. She’s fed up with my bullshit. Can I blame her ? no.

” You done ? ” I said interupting her. But she kept going and going and going.

” I hate you so much. I swear to god ” She screamed.

” Lies ” I laughed.

” I want nothing to do with you ” She yelled again.

” You’re lying ” I laughed harder.

” I never ever want to be with you again ” She said through her teeth.

” How many lies you plan on telling in the next 20 minutes ? ” I smirked. I stepped closer to her closing the space between us ” Look me in the eye and say all that shit ” I said with my lips inches away from hers.

He was testing me. So far he was winning I wasn’t meaning any of this shit I just said. He just gets me so fucking angry. I told him to do one simple thing and he didn’t do it. Fucking bitch ass nigga. He was so close to me and I just wanted to fuck him honestly. The way our bodies were so close to eachother. I missed it. Take me Chris just take me.

” You know you missed this fucking dick Gabby ? Thats why you’re so upset with me” He says smirking and changing the subject causing me to gulp hard. I’m suppose to be mad at him.

” Fuck You nigga ” I yell.

” Fuck me ? You wanna fuck me ? ” He whispers into my ear.

” No, well yes. Why are you doing this ” I ask him.

” Truth is Gabby. I know you wanna fuck me I can see it in your eyes when look at me and honestly I want to fuck you too. I miss being deep inside that pussy ” He says to me seductively and I feel myself getting wet by the minute. ” Tell me you want me to fuck you ” he says pushing my body with his against the wall.

” No ” I say but instantly regret it. I watch as he clenches his jaw.

” You wanna be difficult baby ” He said smashing his lips onto mines. I need it I want it. Our tongues explore each others mouths as his hands explore my body. The kiss is rough but passionate and my body wants all of him. I’ve been wanting this ever since I saw him.

” Fuck me Chris. Fuck me ” I moan against his lips. With one swift move he lifts me up and carries me to his bedroom. Our kisses never stopping.

He sits on the bed with me on top of him. He stops and we stare into each others eyes.

” Strip for me ” he tells me as he pulls off his shirt. I get distracted ” Now ” he says to me. I get up and I unbutton my shirt slowly as he watches me. I pull off the shirt and reveal my red laced bra. I then get to my shorts and with one swift move I’m in my thong and bra. I unhook my bra and he licks his lips causing me to smirk at him. I take off my thong and toss it to the side. He stands up and stares at me. I button pull down his sweat pants and watch as they drop to the floor leaving him in nothing but his boxers. I drop to my knees and pull his boxers down. I stare at his stiff hard dick and force all of him in my mouth.

” Fuck ” he groans as I suck the tip, jerk him off and deep throat his dick over and over again. I lick up and down his shaft as his breathing picks up. He has his hands tangled in my hair. I start to move faster and I feel his dick twitch in my mouth and I swallow every last drop. I get back to my feet and watch him lay on the bed ” Ride my face ” he says licking his lips. Without hesitation I climb slowly on top of him and sit on his face. His tongue meets my clit as I begin riding his face in a circular motion. It feels so good and I honestly missed this. Nobody makes my body feel the way he does. Shit is so amazing. I feel his two long fingers enter me going in and out. My moans are loud as I feel myself about to cum. My legs start to shake and I slow down. I climb off his face and I sit on his stomach. I look back and his dick is hard ” Ride that shit, show me you missed it Gabby ” He says aggressively. I lift myself up and slowly go down onto his dick. Feeling all of him every inch. I moan loudly as he groans. I start off slow ” faster ” he says slapping my ass. I circle my hips then bounce up and down on his dick fast. My moans are so loud. He feels so good deep inside me. He lifts himself up so that we’re face to face and I continue to ride his as I wrap my arms around his neck ” Fuck I missed you so much ” he tells me before our lips crash together. Our tongues explore each others mouths as I ride and grind all over him. I feel his dick twitch inside me as he release. I bite his bottom lip as he grips my ass.

” All fours ” he tells me as I slowly get off of him. ” I’m going to fuck you do hard you’re going to scream ” He tells me as I get in the doggy style position. Next thing I know he slams his dick into me with so much aggression. I scream out in pleasure as he pounds into me over and over.

” Harder ” I moan and he picks up the speed. He grabs my hair and yank it as I throw my ass back. My moans turn in to screams.

” Tell me who’s pussy is this ” He says slapping my ass hard.

” it’s yours it’s always been yours ” I yell. We both cum at the same time.

” You not tired are you ? ” He says licking his lips and I shake my head no. ” Let me get it from the side ” He smirks. I turn on my side as he goes behind me placing one of his hands around my neck. He slides his dick into me and I moan loudly ” You’re so tight ” He groans. He goes slow but he makes deep strokes. ” I love you ” He whispers into my ear and I never thought he would say it ever again.

” I love you too ” I say back. He continues to go slow and deep until I tell him to go faster. His hand choking me slightly and it feels so good. I moan loudly and I feel myself wanting to release.

” Wait for me baby ” He groans in my ear. His dick twitches inside me and I can’t hold it but instantly we release at the same time. He keeps his dick inside me as he holds me close. ” You can never stay mad at me ” He laughs.

” Neither can you ” I giggle.

” Man whatever ” He says pulling out of me.

” Don’t front ” I smile to myself.

” You’re beautiful and I’m happy you still have this ” he says kissing my ear where his initial is.

” I want to be with you ” I tell him.

” You think we ready for that ? ” He asks me kissing my neck.

” Yes ” I turn and look into his eyes ” I can’t see myself with nobody but you ” I sigh.

” I’ve never stopped loving you even through the bullshit gabby ” He says.

” So be with me. Let’s be the family put son deserves ” I say touching his face. He licks his lips and stares into my eyes like he’s trying to read my thoughts.

” Will you be my girlfriend again Gabby ” He smiles his goofy smile.

” Yes ” I say kissing him.

We’re meant to be we found our way <3

Still got it ( Chapter 51 )

Sat, 30 Jun 2012 15:47:11 -0400

I was chilling with Laila at her house and we were discussing the Autumn situation. Laila feels that we should all talk to her but it’s not up to me. At the end of the day I don’t have a problem with her and neither does Laila. Manda is the main person with an issue and they actually fought. In my opinion Gabby is the only one that can get through to Manda if she wants shit to go back to normal. Gabby tried to be Autumns friend again before after everything went down between her and Ty but I guess Autumn was still holding that grudge. Manda took Gabby’s side and I respect her for that. So basically we need to see how Gabby feels about this and hopefully she’ll be okay with it.

It’s been a couple of days since Lailas party. Chris and Gabby are still playing games with eachother and Chris is honestly pissing me off. I don’t know why he’s bringing random girls around when he has a fucking son he should be taking care of. If he loves Gabby why not just make shit work out. This whole situation is dumb and it makes shit awkward for everyone else. We were all over there drama because everytime we hang out it’s Chris starting shit with Gabby it’s ridiculous it’s like he doesn’t care about her feelings.

Me and Laila were just sitting back watching TV. Nino, Chris and Mijo had just came back from playing basketball. Laila had wedding books all over the place cause she started planning her wedding 3 months ago.

” What up ugly ” Chris said to me.

” Hi bitch ” I said rolling my eyes.

” Somebodies mad ” He laughed.

” Yeah I am and I’m mad at you to be honest ” I shrugged.

” Why me ? the fuck I do to you ? ” He said confused.

” It’s about how you treat Gabby ” I said with an attitude.

” Fuck out of here ” He snapped.

” Yo babe chill out that situation has nothing to do with you ” Nino said to me.

” She loves him and he’s playing games with her. Always arguing with her for no reason. Like what the fuck. She doesn’t deserve that shit ” I yelled.

” She has a point Chris ” Laila said agreeing with me.

” What happens between me and Gabby is between me and her. Mind y’all buisness ” He said rudely and leaving.

” They gonna be fine he’s just being stubborn ” Mijo said.

” Whatever I’m just looking out for my friend ” I sighed.

Everybody needs to honestly leave me the fuck alone. I know what the fuck I’m doing and I don’t need to be nagged by everybody. Yeah I been starting shit with her but I’m not doing it to push her away. Maybe it’ll back fire on me maybe it won’t but let whatever is happening between me and my girl be between us. Shit, did I just say my girl ? it would be nice to call her that again. She’s perfect for me regardless of everything we’ve been through. Am I able to trust her with my heart again ? That’s the only thing I’m afraid of. Maybe I should just be positive for once and see how things go. We should honestly just talk shit out or maybe fuck because I want to give her this dick bad. Deep down I know she wants it too.

I was driving back to my moms house to chill with my son since Gabby was dropping him off. My mom wanted him to stay the night then I’ll pick him up in the morning. I made my way over there and there was traffic because of some parade that was going on. I finally got there and my mom was in the kitchen cooking. Gabby didn’t get there yet. I feel like I’m making her hate me and that’s the last thing I want. Everyone’s right I need to stop this and just let my feelings take over.

” Hey momma ” I said hugging her.

” Hi sweetie ” She smiled hugging me back ” Gabby should be here in like 5 minutes ” She told me and I nodded my head.

” Ma, What do you think is going to happen between me and Gabby ” I ask her.

” Well if you keep acting the way you do there will be no you and her. She told me she doesn’t know what to do ” she said.

” I don’t know what I’m doing anymore. I guess I just wanted her to feel how I felt when she left me ” I said.

” And you’re only hurting yourself. I can see Gabby wants to be with you. That look in her eyes when she sees you. I remember when I first met her she still has that same look. Just give her a chance and stop pushing her away. You won’t know till you try ” My mom was right. I need to get my shit together because deep down I want this. I want her. I want a family. I was sitting down in the living eating a sandwhich when Gabby walks in holding CJ’s hand.

” DADA !!! ” CJ yells and I instantly smile as he wobbles over to me.

” Wassup mini me ” I say lifting him up and kissing him on the cheek. Gabby doesn’t even say anything to me, she just walks straight into the kitchen to talk to my mother so I follow her rude ass. I guess I deserve it.

” Hey mama J ” She says kissing my mother on the cheek.

” Hey hun ” My mom smiles.

” NANA ” CJ says excitedly.

” How’s my grand baby ” My mom says taking him from my arms.

” You brought his stuff ? ” I asked Gabby.

” Yup it’s in the car ” She says.

” Give me your keys I’ll go get it ” I tell her.

” No that’s fine I’ll get myself ” She says walking past me. I follow her again ” You don’t have to follow me ” She says rudely.

” I know but I like when you’re mad it’s cute ” I say grabbing the bags from her hand.

” You’re annoying ” She says rolling her eyes.

” I’m sorry ” I sigh.

” For what ? ” She asks shocked.

” For being a dick ” I tell her.

” OH ” She says looking down at her nails.

” Oh ? ” I laugh.

” I don’t know what to say Chris ” She sighs.

” You forgive me ? ” I smile.

” I don’t know. How long till you go right back to being an ass again ? ” She says.

” Well I can’t answer that ” I tell her.

” I can try to forgive you I guess ” She smirks.

” Good girl ” I wink ” You staying for dinner ? ” I ask.

” No, I can’t I promised Manda I’d hang out with her like old times ” She sighs.

” oh okay. I guess I’ll see you tomorrow then ” I say opening my arms. She moves foward slowly until I grab her causing her to laugh. We hug and She lets go.

” Bye ” She smiles as she get in her car.

I want shit to work out so bad but he gets me so mad. I wish I knew what he was thinking. One minute he’s that sweet cute guy I met and the next he’s an absolute jerk. I just want things to go back to the way they were. I love him and there’s no doubt in my mind about that. I want him to be with me and only me. Fuck these other girls. Hopefully he realizes I’ve changed sooner or later because I don’t know how much more I can take. It’s draining emotionally the way he acts sometimes.

I had so much shit on my mind but I wasn’t going to let it ruin my evening. Nyeka and Laila insisted I talk to Manda since Autumn has been hitting them up. I have my own issues with Autumn but Manda just doesn’t like her. We can try to rekindle our friendship but it’s not up to me. I don’t make decisions for Manda. Manda is stubborn and she knows it. So if Autumn is sitting here telling Laila she wants to be friends again with us I don’t even know. All three of us use to be so close regardless of everything but shit changed. She changed, not me and not Manda.

I made my way to Manda’s house to just chill and kick back. We were going to drink wine and I was going to throw in the Autumn situation while she was feeling nice. I honestly didn’t know how she was going to take it but everyone kept saying she’ll probably take it better if it comes from me. Manda is stubborn as shit and she always has been. I got to Manda’s house and sat down in the living room. While she brought the pizza, buffalo wings and wine to where I was.

” What took you so long ? ” She asked me sitting down.

” I was talking to Chris ” I sighed.

” Talking or arguing ? ” She said raising her eyebrow.

” Talking. He apologized for being a dick ” I told her.

” Wow ” was all she said.

” How are you and Keeis ” I asked her.

” We’re actually good ” She smiled.

” Stop blushing bitch ” I laughed.

” I can’t help it he makes me so happy ” She said sipping her wine.

” You guys are cute, Y’all just alike in a way ” I smiled.

” Yeah he means so much to me ” She sighed.

” I need to talk to you about something and I don’t know how you’re going to take it ” I said to her.

” What is it ? Just say it ” She told me.

” Autumn has been hitting up Laila and Laila said that she wants to be friends us again ” I said taking a big ass gulp of my wine.

” Fuck out of here ” She snapped. ” That bitch played both of us and now she wants to be our friend because she don’t got nobody. NO. I’m not with it. She stopping talking to you for no reason and started acting funny with me for what ? ” She said rolling her eyes.

” My thing is we were all so close ” I said to her.

” How she hitting up Laila though. If she wants to be our friend she would come to us and try to talk to us. Instead of sending messages like a pussy ” Manda said angrily.

” I agree ” I shrugged because Manda did have a point. Don’t send messages like we in third grade.

” I don’t have the time for her bullshit. All she wants is for people to feel sorry for her. She never takes the situation head on ” Manda said eating.

” Maybe she’s scared ” I said.

” No Gabby don’t you dare feel sorry for her. You apologized for what you did and she shitted on you. Nah fuck that ” Manda said.

” Ok I’m down with whatever you want to do ” I told her.

” When she’s woman enough to approach us then maybe till then can we just have fun ” She sighed.

” Ok ” I laughing.

” Bitch ’ She laughed.

” Cunt ” I said pushing her.

It is what it is.

All Back ( Chapter 50 )

Mon, 25 Jun 2012 00:27:00 -0400

All the girls were getting ready at my house since it was my birthday. Mama J was baby sitting tonight for me and Gabby. I was ready to have fun with the crew just like old times. Autumn had texted me happy birthday which was shocking and I honestly never expected that. I feel bad for her she’s living with Ty whos shes engaged to but has no friends to share her excitement with. Her, Manda and Gabby were so close hopefully I can get them all to talk again but knowing Mandas stubborn ass she’s going to be difficult. Gabby I’m unsure about. Today was about me and I was going to push that to the back of my mind for now. Tonight I wanted to live young, wild and free. Just forget about all my responsibilties and drink. I deserved this night and so did everyone else.

Gabby had dyed her hair blonde and she looked sexy with it in her hot pink tight short dress that was cut out on the sides. Manda hand on a mini skirt with a corset, Neyeka had on leggings and a button up shirt that was tied at the bottom and I had on a long sleeve purple dress that dipped low in the back. Me and my girls were looking sexy AF. We made our way into the club and all eyes were on us. We didn’t go to the boys first though. We headed straight to the bar.

” SHOTS !!!! ” Gabby yelled over the music.

” Four shots of patron please and keep them coming ” Nyeka yelled to the bartender.

” Happy Birthday Bitch. We love you ” Manda yelled. We clinked our glasses together and surrendered to the alcohol. After four shots of patron each we decided to head over to the boys.

” Hey baby ” I said hugging Mijo from behind my future husband.

” The love of my life ” He laughed ” You started drinking without me I see ” He smiled down at me.

” Kiss me ” I told him and he moved his head down as our lips met.

” I love you ” He said against my lips.

” I love you too ” I smiled.

Everybody was vibing. Chris wasn’t even at my party yet but Gabby was still having a good time. I know she misses being with him but shit like that takes time. They been through a lot of shit you know. All of a sudden Chris walks in with his arm around some chick and I just knew this was going to be bad. I looked at Gabby who looked at Chris and rolled her eyes. I just hope they don’t start no shit on my day. I watched as some random dude sat next to Gabby and made conversation with her. She was smiling and shit. I was honestly greatful to whoever this nigga was but that’s when I see Jay come out of nowhere. Oh my fucking god. I don’t even want to deal with this situation so I grab Mijo and we just start to dance all over eachother.

Today was honestly a good day so far until I see Chris walk into Laila’s party with that bitch from the mall. He’s doing this shit on purpose I feel it. He’s testing me to see how jealous I get but little does he know two can play that game. I was so happy Jay was in V.A and he always has my back. At first his cousin approached me and said how about we start a little show. That caused me to laugh because it was like he read my mind. Jay came up to me smoothly and from the corner of my eye I see Chris clench his jaw as Jay kisses me on the cheek.

” What’s a beautiful girl like you sitting by yourself ? ” Jay whispers into my ear causing me to laugh ” I like your new hair by the way baby girl ” He says touching it.

” Thanks ” I smile. Throughout the night me and Jay hold our conversation but deep down I wish it was Chris that I was talking to but he was busy grinding and kissing all over that hoe. I honestly wanted to run out of here and cry. I don’t understand why he’s doing this. He wants me to fight for him but he’s making it hard by being this immature. Jay is the only reason I haven’t left this party.

” I’ma go to the bathroom ” I whisper to Jay in his ear. I get up and I could tell I’m feeling tipsy already. I go into the bathroom and peed. When I come out the stall Chris is standing there with a silly ass smirk on his face.

” Enjoying yourself babe ? ” He smirks.

” Actually I am ” I smile washing my hands. He moves closer to me.

” You ain’t fooling nobody wanna know why because you already told me you and Jay were just friends ma. So you trying to make me jealous since I brought shawty here but it’s not working baby girl ” He laughs. bitch ass nigga.

” I don’t care who you’re here with to be honest nigga ” I laugh.

” I think I might take her home tonight. I haven’t gotten any for like three weeks ” He tells me and I instantly get annoyed. What the fuck is his problem.

” Ok that’s nice ” I say drying my hands.

” Gabby Gabby Gabby ” He says ” Your hair is nice ” He tells me.

” You want to know what’s funny ? ” I say staring at him and he cocks his head to one side waiting for me to continue. I move closer to him and grab his dick causing him to jump a little ” If I wanted you I could honestly fucking have you so truth is you ain’t fooling nobody ” I lean in close as if I’m about to kiss him and his eyes are begging for me to do it but i refuse to kiss him since he’s been all over that trick tonight. I instantly let go of his dick and back away as I walk to the door ” You enjoy the rest of your night ” I smile and wave as I exit the bathroom.

” Everything ok ? ” Laila asks me. I tell her what happened and she starts laughing hard as Chris walks out the bathroom. One thing about him he’s good at hiding his emotions. He sits down and pulls that girl onto his lap as she begins kissing on his neck. I’d be lying if I say that shit didn’t piss me off.

” Y’all both need to stop with the games ” Nyeka says coming out of nowhere. I sigh as Mandas drunk ass comes over to us and puts her arm around Laila and I.

” You guys lets dance ” She slurs

We start dancing all over eachother and basically give the boys a show. I notice Chris glancing my way a couple of times but the girl pulls his face back to her and they start making out. UGHHHHHHHHHHH. I continue to dance and just allow myself to have fun. I should of known things will be this way. You gotta walk before you can run but hopefully things will get better soon before I explode on him.

Tonight was ok besides Chris and his fuckery. I honestly had fun with my girls just like old times. Even though someone was missing. Jay went back to his hotel and I took a cab home since I’ve been drinking. I just wanted to lay in my bed and rest until later today then pick up my son and spend time with him. I miss him and I know he misses me.

The party was dope and Gabby was real smooth for doing what she did. I was kicking back with the guys at Mijos crib for a little while with shawty. She was outside talking on her phone with somebody and I honestly didn’t give a fuck. She was basically a distraction. I was using her to hide my feelings and I don’t know if this is a good thing or a bad thing.

” Yo nigga when Jay walked through that door I thought you was going to flip the fuck out ” Mijo said laughing.

” Nahhhhhh ” I slurred ” Gabby dumb she told me they were friends she failed at trying to make me jealous ” I said shaking my head.

” Y’all playing games man this ain’t high school ” Nino laughed.

” It’s all about my son man ” I told him.

” Nigga stop lying. You know damn well you still love her. Me and Mijo see through this bullshit ” Keeis laughed.

” Whatever ” I shrugged.

” Whatever nothing. Y’all need to stop playing and be real with eachother. Y’all only hurting ya selfs man ” Mijo said with his preaching ass.

” I can’t let her get off that easy man. She hurt me twice ” I say getting in my feelings.

” How do you know things won’t be different. Y’all got a kid now ” Keeis said.

” Word, Maybe she wants this just as bad as you want it ” Nino said agreeing with Keeis and Mijo. In all honesty I want it all back. The way we were together before the bullshit we made eachother happy but like I said I can’t let her off the hook. I want to fuck with her for a day or two more. Get her pissed off.

” Can we go ? I’m tired ” This girl said coming in the room and interupting my thoughts.

” Your ass can take a cab though ” Keeis said rudely causing me to laugh.

” Yeah I’ma drive you home ” I said getting up.

” I wanna stay with you tonight baby ” She smirked. Mijo was pretending that he was coughing and said ” hoe ” but she didn’t hear him.

” Nah ma I can’t do that ” I said patting my pockets for my keys. She was mad but I didn’t care I don’t need extra bullshit on top of what I’m going through with Gabby. I drove her home and she slammed my door hard. I shook my head and just drove home. I got in my house took a shower and just layed down. I had so much shit on my mind but one thing was clear …

I want her back, I want it all back.

What do y'all want to happen next ???????

Sun, 24 Jun 2012 02:09:01 -0400

Impatient ( Chapter 49 )

Thu, 21 Jun 2012 14:14:44 -0400

I was waiting outside for Chris to come and pick CJ and I up. I had to take his carseat out my car so that we could put it in Chris car for now. I waited for like 5 minutes and it was too hot outside and this nigga was taking forever. CJ was getting cranking and whining so I went back inside. I had on these short shorts and tank top with sandals. CJ had on a tank top and shorts since it was like 100 degrees outside. Ugh at this country weather. About 30 minutes laters theres a knock on the door. I open and there he is looking oh so sexy. SHIT. Hes wearing a tank top and jean shorts with jordans.

” My bad ” He says coming in my house and scooping up CJ from the floor and toss him in the air.

” Whatever ” I say.

” Somebody has and attitude ” He says shaking his head while CJ puts his little arms around his neck.

” And no fucks are given ” I say grabbing the baby bag and car.

” Chill out damn ” He mumbles but I ignore him as I walk to the car.

” Can you open the door. It’s hot ” I say waiting. I catch him staring at my ass. He opens the door and I set up the car seat. I climb in the passenger seat and put my seat belt on as I wait for him to finish putting CJ in the car seat. He closes the door and walks around to the drivers side and gets in. Thank god the AC is on.

” So you gonna stop with the attitude or you plan on being difficult all day because you know you can stay your little ass here and I can spend time with my son. It’s that simple ” He says rudely.

” I don’t have an attitude. I was just annoyed that you said be outside in 5 minutes and you had us waiting out there in this heat ” I sigh

” And I said my bad right ? ” He said starting the car.

” Okay it doesn’t need to be an argument ” I say rolling my eyes. I have on sunglasses but I see him side eye me before he’s off down the street.

We go to the mall and I help him buy everything he needs. I want him and CJ to spend time together and it would honestly be nice to sleep in for once lord knows I’m exhausted and I need a little break. Don’t get me wrong I love my son but sometimes I need time for me you know. Chris is carrying CJ throughout the mall and so many girls are staring at him. I can’t help but feel jealous but he’s not mine. He can do what he wants. He bumps into some girl he went to Junior high school with and they start to have a conversation so I just sit down. I over hear them talking.

” Your baby is so cute he looks just like you ” She smiles at Chris.

” Yeah I know thanks ” He smirks at her.

” So what’s been going on ? ” She asks him.

” Nothing finished college just trying to figure out what ima do next ” He tells her.

” You look sexier ” She tells him seductively.

” Thanks ma, you look good too ” He flirts

” You still with your baby moms or you single ? ” She asks him.

” That’s complicated and I guess I am single. What about you ? ” He says licking his lips.

” SIngle. Here take my number ” She says grabbing his phone and put her number in. I feel myself heating up so I get up and walk into victoria secret. The nerve of that nigga. I can’t even. After about 5 minutes I look at the lingerie section and I see a red corset with matching underwear. It’s so sexy so I grab it. I feel his presence behind me and I turn around with the lingerie in my hand.

” Why didn’t you say you were coming in here ” He asks me.

” You were busy I didn’t wanna interupt ” I say walking to the cash register.

” What you getting that for ? ” He asks me raising his eyebrow but I just shrug. I’m still mad but I refuse to let it show. We decided to go eat something and I knew our son was hungry so I fed him. We had light conversation and he asked me questions about CJ. He insisted that I go back to his house with him to help him set stuff up. He want CJ to stay with him today and I agreed to it. We fix up CJ’s room since he lives in a 2 bedroom house. I was surprised because he painted it ” I painted it last night ” He told me.

” It’s nice ” I say.

” You okay ? you been acting weird all day ” He sighs.

” Yeah I’m ok. I’m just exhausted ” I tell him and it’s true.

” Well you can have time to yourself. I’m here to help and I notice you look tired ” He tells me.

” Yeah since we finished here. I’m going to leave. Call me if you need me ” I tell him. I kiss CJ goodbye and leave out the house. I’m driving and Laila calls me talking about her party tomorrow. I tell her I’m going then I text Chris and He said that he’s going to leave CJ with mama J because he’s expected to be there too.

I wonder what tomorrow night is going to bring.